I turned into mute. Even sometimes i'm asking myself what i wanna do/be when i grow up, i just couldn't answer it. Why? Simply because I've no plans / goals in my life that's why i couldn't answer such a simple question.. I really had no ideas what i want to be/do when i grow up, oh well ... 

I failed to be a daughter, student, girlfriend, sister/friends .. All i know is break promises and disappoint them over and over again.

There's a phrase that says : Actions speak louder than words. Yes i know that, but i only know how to say don't know how to prove ..

I'm already Seventeen this year, yet i still behaving like some small lil' kiddo.. Don't you find it rather ridiculous? Ha-ha .. Well, I'm utterly disappointed in myself, i despise myself for being so so so stubborn, childish n etc .. But the other point, i'm proud of myself .. I quit smoking and drinking and of course took out all my piercing except for my ears (First hole) .. Ha ha, though all this can't prove anything but i just want you people to know, ' In this world, nothing is impossible. As long as you've the determine to do it, you can definitely do it. :) '
At least i know I've shown a little improvement, I'm contented already. :)

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' You know me, but you don't know my story so you've no right to judge me.'

9 years sist , forever no change.

Kasthuri's birhtday party @ Ellias park.

' I spell ' P-e-a-c-e' every moments. '

' No one is perfect, not you nor me. '

' I live my life to the fullest without any regret in my life. '