Stay close, don't go away .

2011-10-09T19:11:00.000-07:00

' But if the day comes that I've to let you go I think there's something i should probably let you know.. I enjoyed everyday that I spent with you And I'll miss you but I'm happy that I had you at all. ♥ '

Hi October, bye september. ♥

2011-10-04T04:59:00.000-07:00

‘ 不是每一句对不起都可以换来没关系 ’

A millions of 'sorry' ain't enough .

2011-08-14T14:39:00.000-07:00

Every time people asked me ' What you gonna do/be when you grow up ? '

I turned into mute. Even sometimes i'm asking myself what i wanna do/be when i grow up, i just couldn't answer it. Why? Simply because I've no plans / goals in my life that's why i couldn't answer such a simple question.. I really had no ideas what i want to be/do when i grow up, oh well ...

I failed to be a daughter, student, girlfriend, sister/friends .. All i know is break promises and disappoint them over and over again.

There's a phrase that says : Actions speak louder than words. Yes i know that, but i only know how to say don't know how to prove ..

I'm already Seventeen this year, yet i still behaving like some small lil' kiddo.. Don't you find it rather ridiculous? Ha-ha .. Well, I'm utterly disappointed in myself, i despise myself for being so so so stubborn, childish n etc .. But the other point, i'm proud of myself .. I quit smoking and drinking and of course took out all my piercing except for my ears (First hole) .. Ha ha, though all this can't prove anything but i just want you people to know, ' In this world, nothing is impossible. As long as you've the determine to do it, you can definitely do it. :) '
At least i know I've shown a little improvement, I'm contented already. :)

So yeah, today's date is 14th aug. Tomorrow is my Mom's birthday, after' so many years i never even help her celebrate her birthday ONCE before. Okay, shame on myself. :( But this year i gotta give her surprises! Bet some of you know what I'mma gonna do right? Yesyes! :) Hopefully she'll like it. :)

---

& To that someone :

I don't expect you to forgive and forget me. Go ahead and hate/say me for all you want. All i want is you to be happy, that's all.. :)

2011-08-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

- Overdue photos!

Jac&me during school breaktime.

Out Pasir-ris mac, well we were too bored.

Smile*

' You know me, but you don't know my story so you've no right to judge me.'

9 years sist , forever no change.

Kasthuri's birhtday party @ Ellias park.

' I spell ' P-e-a-c-e' every moments. '

' No one is perfect, not you nor me. '

' I live my life to the fullest without any regret in my life. '

Hello peepz!! I'mma back2blogging! :) -Winkwinky-

Tomorrow is National day already! Excited or what !? :D

I'm so going to see f-fireworks, :) Hehe! :B But whose going (?) I don't know. :<

What's up with me lately? Ha, i've fell ill and it's a serious one!! But now i've recover already :D

Has been staying at home for weeks already, x.x Yawns*

Remember peepz, sick must go seek for an doctor and remember to take your medicine regularly and of course drink plenty of water! :)

3 more months to my BIG day! HAHAHA :D

Oh! I'm so exciting. :DDDD Muamuamuas, :3

Okay i think i shall stop till here? :)

Catch me soon you peepz!

KTHXBYE. ♥

You no longer the same as before.

2011-07-19T05:50:00.000-07:00

If you don't love me, let me know and let me go..

宝贝, 祝你生日快乐哦 ♥ !

2011-06-29T13:14:00.000-07:00

- Seven'June'2011, 2:22 a.m ♥

我愛你, ILoveYou, AkuCintaKau, Jet'aime. =)

`20th's June, we went to AmkHub n watch 'Laddaland' :)`

Date : Thursday, 30'June2011
Time Check-in : 3:27 A.M

Today is my Babybobo's birthday!! :D ♥♥♥♥
` Happy 18th Birthday To My BabyZurio ! {:
Finally able to smoke openly, drink openly already right?! Iknowright! *Someone act already oh-oh!* ^o^
18 years old already ah, be more sensible and be a mature guys k. And bet you know what's right n wrong already ah, :)

Uhuhsiolzxcvb! :B BUT THEN, don't drink so much, smoke lesser k! &Drink lots of plain water okie dookie. :}
And I still gotta wait for one more year ley!! Omgzxcvb >: ( *Sobsob, hmmphs!
& Be a happy-go-lucky person! I don't wish to see a sad/emo Dzuhri o: ! Me don't likey oh. <:
-Winkywinky! ;)

I'll sing birthday a song for you once more -

`Happy birthday2you ~
`Happy birthday2you ~
`Happy birthday 2 Zurioooo/Dzuhri ~
`H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y T O Y O U !!! ♥

`- YoursTruly,
Callme 'Jingwen. :P

One in a million, ♥.♥

2011-06-12T02:58:00.000-07:00

P.S ; Awws, I miss BabyZ. ♥

O7O611, Zurio's.

2011-06-09T12:36:00.000-07:00

" Be my one and only last, will you? "

Sup peeps! ♥.♥

It's 3:28a.m now~ And I'm still wide awake! ^^ -Winkywinky-

Currently listening to 我會很愛你 (日文版) and chatting otp with Baby & Sist :}

Hehehehe, boredboredbored!! :<

Kkk, gotta go! update again next time :) Buh-bye!

2011-05-12T11:21:00.000-07:00

This will be the First & the Last tears I'll be dropping for you..

錯的人 ..

2011-05-06T14:44:00.000-07:00

Gave a school missed today, I didn't intend to miss nor i want. Cuz' I'm damn sick &exhausted! :(
Can't blame, just take a look at the weather .. I can ensure that most of the people falling sick. Rightright (?)
Ha! Gws to those people who fall sick! Include me* ^-^
Tomorrow work resume~ Wonder how's their renovating o: L-O-L! Hopefully not many people. o:
Yawnyawn~ I'm gonna take a short nap soon :D Oinkoink- (^(OO)^)!
All i need to do now is endure endure and Endure! ♥ (:
Gotta'go now~ Stay tune to my next post^^v
L♥VEYOU'READER'(s)! (:

I may act as though I'm fine, i may act as though I've forgotten about you, your existence, i may look as though I've move on .. but in actual fact, I'm not .. I'm missing you, and i still love you .. I'm not moving on with you ..

对不起, 我爱你.

2011-04-26T01:40:00.000-07:00

- I don't want to be your first, i want to be your last. ♥

Hi earthling's! :)

Time checked now is : 1:36 a.m

Still have work lateron~ :x & here, I'm down with flu.. :(

Oh well, kind-of tired now .. & I'm otp with my god-dad ^^v

Was sharing my woes with him, hopefully everything turn out to be fine! :(

Dear god, dear lord .. Pray hard and bless for my family! Xoxo, ♥♥♥

All right, hmm .. I'm turning in real soon in a few mins time~ :)

So yup, stay tune to my next post kayz!? :D

Love'you reader'(s) ! ♥

Wondering do you still love/need/miss/want me like how you used to ?

I promise, no one ever could replace you. ♥

2011-04-24T13:42:00.000-07:00

Uploaded some photos just to let you' all view only:)
If not my blog will be damn wordy plus boring, Agree? :x
Hmm, okay. Let me say something first before i let the Peektures do the speaking ^-^ !
All right, currently i found myself a jobs located @ Punggol East. :D It's at Xian's Restaurant. :)
Do visit me all right, Xoxo. ♥
Well, i don't even know whether next time got the time to update blog not, :/ Hopefully got ah. :x ^^
So yup, lateron going to work :)
Wish me luck babes&!Hunks ~ :) He-he!
All right, shall ends here & let the peektures do the speaking? :)
Bye, stay tune to my next post!! ♥♥♥

` I (Heart) All My Daily Reader'(s) ♥

Today is 24th's, which means it's our 1st month anniversary .. :)

I never stop loving you before, my love for you continue goes on ..

- Uoyevoli 24th's, ♥

Hi my sweetheart, ♥

2011-04-17T01:36:00.000-07:00

" Just because my eyes don't tears doesn't mean I'm fine. "

Sup my reader(s) !! :D ♥

Hehe, once again I'm back to posting! :)

Time checked now is 1:26 a.m.

Haha! Well it's another sleep-ness night again! I-n-s-o-m-n-i-a ~

Okay, back to main point. :)

Nowadays i find life is damn meaningless, and there goes something bugging on me, i felt strange/weird lately ..

And also, i behave strangely lately ~ I don't know either, :(

This feeling sucks i swear, i don't want like to talk much either. But why (?)

Can anyone tell me why ? What's bugging on me ?! :( Sigh ..

Shall drop the topics! i don't wish to say out unhappy stuffs.

Hmm, later going watch movies -Scre4m (?) Look kind-of nice and scary!! ^^

Hehe!! Excited, can't wait. :D Muamua ~

Dedication time -

And i wanna thanks to my beloved daily reader's :D

And, hope you guys continue to read my post ~

&& Stay tune to my next post! :) ♥

' You're the reason why i smiled. ♥

2011-04-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

" You're the one i yearning for. "

Hi earthling! ♥ (:

Time checked now is : 2:25 a.m

&! I'm still wide awake (?) Haha! :D

Well, i just done my Eyes-mask not long ago. :)

Felt oh-so cooling! and sleepy >.<"

All right, tomorrow got school but lucky that it's night class. Hehe ^-^

Oh-leh-leh, Oh-la-la ~.~ Shaa la-la :D

' I love to Smile, smile, S.M.I.L.E ! (:' ♥♥♥

Haha! Was just being random ~

Okay, this few days busying watch my 'Little Nyonya'

Awesome + Touching !! ♥ :D My butt just can't get away from my chairs, my eyes just can't get away from my computer screen. Ha! >.<

Shall watch a few episode after' that turning in already (:

Stay tune to my next post ~ (: ♥

&& There goes to ;
H A P P Y 1 6 T H B I R T H D A Y T O L O W T Y A N H U E Y ! (:

KBYETHX. ♥

-/ You belong with me. ♥'

2011-03-31T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hi earthling! ♥ :D
It's 3:52 a.m now, &! I'm still wide awake. o:
Actually I'm tired, but i just can't go sleep.. :<

-Yesterday 30th's march.
My mom went down to my school and sign the don't-know-what-form.
&! I'm officially out/quit of Punggol secondary!! :( -Sadden.
Well, frankly speaking.. I'm quite upset and regretted.. o:
I simply miss my classmates, be it new or old..
I miss my canteen food..
I miss some of the teachers..
I miss those fun/laughter/sadness/tearful times ..
Be it sweet/sour or bitter, everything to me it's really very important to me.. :(
All right, shall not dwell on th past! I must look forward to my course!!
Okay, headed down to Clarke quay, to visit my school. Kind-of scary, o:
I was shock that i need to learn a-lot of things.. o: !! Ohmy ~ ):
Hopefully i able to cope with it well!! I can't let my Family!!`Loves one!`friends`supporters &etc down!
I'll prove to everyone, I can do it! :) ♥
After' that me &my mom went to eat Bak kut teh. I can't finished it all. :/
After that go shop for my shoes!! :D
My fav. brand, M)phosis!! ♥'
-Blow whistle Hiakhiak!! :D
Then, Hsh! :)

` Pray hard that everything went smoothly!! :) ♥♥♥

Shake it momma.

2011-03-24T21:46:00.000-07:00

Hey baby.

I wish for you, ♥

2011-03-12T21:50:00.000-08:00

Countdown to 4 more days &Finally aft' so long .. I can get to see you once again..

I hope i can visit Bb too.. :)

*Pray hard to all of us to be safe and sound! ♥♥♥

給我一個理由忘記

2011-03-08T10:58:00.000-08:00

Today is the 2nd months you're inside ..

Wondering how are you .. O:

Imissyou .. :<

But we're impossible ..

Hope you're doing fine inside.. :)

&! Also hope to see you soon ..

Xoxo, Delona. ♥

I miss you so.

2011-03-04T10:00:00.000-08:00

' No one can ever replace you in my heart.'

Today is the 4th months you're inside, wondering how have you been lately ? o:

Wonder how's your studies .. Hope you doing fine kayz! (:

I M IS S Y O U ! ♥♥♥ :)

All right! Hmm, i'm quitting school and i'm going to sign up for beauty course @ Immanuel Beauty School LTD. (:

So i might be busy and will rarely meet my dearest friends, so yup! I'll definitely miss all my friends!

As well as my blog readers. :)

Hehe, so peoples! miss me kay :D

Stay tune to my next post ~

Xoxo, ♥♥♥

TAG MORE PEOPLES ! PLEASE DON'T BE SILENT-READERS. :(

That's when i love you.♥

2011-02-28T15:17:00.000-08:00

'A BestFriend that stand by you every moment whenever you're down. :)'

Hi - bye.

Currently listening to - That's when i love you, ♥

That song is damn nice&meaningful hurhur ^-^*

&& It's last day of Feb today!!

Goodbye to Feb &Welcome March :D ~

Hope March would be a better months! :)

&& Holiday is reaching isn't ?! JumpForJoy* :B Yipee~ Blow whistle* :P

HAHA, a-bit crazy n hyper i know :D

Kind-of upset is, i gotta wait for April then can visit Ahdoor lehy. :<

Taoyan ~ Still long! @: Nevermind, endure! :)

He-he, Stay tune to my coming up next post! (:

Kthxbye ~

Mixumixu, ♥♥♥

舍不得 ..

2011-02-23T20:56:00.000-08:00

Silly oh silly, :< ..

I miss you hell'lot .. D:

Wondering do you miss me not ... :'<

This feeling sucks, Sucks, SUCKS! ):

Sigh sigh sigh (...)

Wondering have you received those letters i wrote for you not ..

I want to see you badly, D:

I want to hug you .. D:

I want you ... ... D';

*Cry-out-loud*

In d end, the one i truly madly deeply in love is still You, Xiaodoor.

In d end, i missed and wanting to see you badly is still You, Xiadoor.

In d the, the one i can't let go is still you .. D: !

Baby'door, do you'know how much i miss you (?)

Even tho you made mistakes, & yet my feeling towards you still remain ... :'<

Numb.

2011-02-21T17:36:00.000-08:00

Eat -> sleep -> play -> slack .

Such a boring life ._."

This isn't what i want, what i thought. :<

Sigh, what's the goal of my life ?

What's my next plan ?

I-don't-know .. }:

Urghzxcb! I don't care how lazy, or tired am i !

I'm going back to school study already(!) (:

Must kick all my Bad habits away! Happy4me puh-lease! ;)

Valentine's Day ..

2011-02-14T19:29:00.000-08:00

' Do you remember what's today date ? (':

Yes, It's Valentines Day ...

But what's the point ..? o:

Sigh, I miss you, *Both ):

Hope both of you r' doing well/fine inside, :)

Sigh, next year (...) Still gotta endure for few months .. :{

Happy Valentine's Day peoples!

Hope you Enjoy with your boyfriend/girlfriend, Sisters'brothers as well as Friends! (:

Xoxoxo, ♥

Ruk saam sao.

2011-02-13T07:50:00.000-08:00

Memories kills (...)
I don't know what's my feeling ..
Whenever i sees your photos i'll feel heartache .. :'(
Tell me what am i suppose to do ..? x{
Sighs ..

&! Tomorrow is Valentine's Day ...

眼泪笑了.

2011-02-09T00:09:00.000-08:00

' You left me alone in the street'

18months isn't long nor short.

I can get to see both of your next year already ^-^*

Though i really hate your, but still . I treat your as my friend :)

Best that i ever had \m/ ! :D

Be it, 20th's or 28th's.

I'm happy that I'm once yours, :) ♥

I'm sorry that i hurt your, I'm sorry that i choose to leave.

Hope both of you can find your true happiness! ^^

28th's, Hope you&her last long long!

20th's, sorry, but i just couldn't bring myself to forgive&forget those thing you done inside ..

---

Don't worry bout' me, I'm gotta be fine! (:

I'm once a Happy-go-lucky girl, forever will be Happy-go-lucky girl ! :B

Take care &I'll miss your!. Xoxo, ♥

TwentyEightTwelveTwoZeroOneZero. ♥

2011-02-05T19:37:00.000-08:00

Memories @ Balastier .♥

Memories @ Amk ..♥

Memories @ Amk KPT.. I remember how drunk i was that night, Aw sorry ..>.

Memories @ kpt square. Drinking session w. friends! Uncle's treat. :d

Memories @ Balastier, :B

Memories @ Amkhub, remembering that time i keep on complain that i want pierce nose><'

Memories @ Amk. :D

&Finally, my housey lift! :)

` DJ got us fallin' in love again ♥

---

Our love story starts at 28`12`2010. ♥

We used to be a strangers, we used to Hate each others a-lot ..

But fate who brought us to be together, we used to be shy ..

At first we don't talk much, we chatted @ Fb message followed by Msn aft' that via Text message and then On the phone!

I really really misses those times, :< Those Sweet`sour&bitter moments with you, :(

Now fate is pulling us far apart distance again ..

命运在做弄我吗..? :'(

In such a short period with you, &there's so much memories between you&me ..♥

---

As time goes by, my love/feeling for you grew even more ..

Our one month anniversary had just over not long ago, I know i can't celebrate the rest anniversary with you, :'(

I know i left not much time with you already, but i really hope i could spent the very last minutes with you in my whole entire life!

Thanks for being there for me whenever i need you, Thanks for cheering me up when I'm down..

Thanks for tolerating my sucky attitude and stuffs, Thanks for doing those things just to pleased me/ make my day!

Thanks for giving in to me again & again, over and over.. &Thanks for doing/sacrificing so much for me ..

I appreciate it a-lot! :') ♥

I'm fortunate to have you,

Be with you my life is full of colourful rainbow ~

Never regret in love with you/be with you/knowing you..

How i wish time could rewind, i really wish to cherish/treasure you well .. :'(

I don't wish to live my life full of regrets (...)

Oh babyboy, i wish i could keep you much longer by my side .. But i know, that's definitely Out of questions .. :'(

Only you, my One&Only happiness i had. ♥

You brighten up my life,

You make me walk out of the darkness,

You make me know what's real what's fake,

I feel myself so so so fortunate to have you, ♥

28`12`2010, Uoyevoli ~

2011-02-03T16:14:00.001-08:00

Imissyou ..

Xoxoxoxo.

2011-01-17T00:10:00.000-08:00

Lolipop,♥

SILLY, I MISS YOU.

3 more days & 4 more days.(:

D&J, got us fallin' in love again.

2011-01-01T09:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

GOODBYE 2010, &WELCOME 2011 ! :) ♥♥♥
Throw away the old one~
&Welcome the new one. He-he :D

2010-12-27T00:11:00.000-08:00

11 more day. :)

2010-12-23T23:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!

-WINKZ ;)

Drink w ParadiseSist @ ClarkQuay

After that head to Yiqing's house for Steamboat w/ Mcsmith's sisters. :B

♥♥♥

2010-12-20T12:26:00.000-08:00

' Happy 8th months anniversary my dear Sillybaby ! :D ♥♥♥ '

Never thought that we've came till so far, :B

It's has been 8months we together already ... " I'm wondering how long we could go on "

I hope/wish you remember the date today, even though inside don't have time/date . :)

You've went in 1months plus already, I hope you still can cope/handle well inside life ^-^ !

Remember always, whatever you do must think twice & endure okay! :) ♥

Next month then I can visit you already, :( I miss you so much!

Hoping to faster receive your letters, wondering what's inside in it oh. :B

Hehehe! I've tons of things to tell you, & I guess I'll tell you through letters .. :)

I promise, i won't leave you till the day you asked me to.

I'll wait for you,

I'll continue endure till the end! :) ♥

2004`2010, You'll be my One&only last romance, :B ♥♥♥

- Uoyevoli, :B ♥ !

2010-12-18T04:55:00.001-08:00

Hi - Bye :D

Baby&I 8th months anniversary reaching in another 2 days! :D ♥

Excited or what?! Heh :B

2010-12-02T13:07:00.000-08:00

" Ladies night ~ "

Awwwwws, Hello readers! :D

I know you 'all miss me, Winkz(;*

Heheheh, sorry for not updating/neglecting my blog for sucha long time!

As I've no time to update . :/

1st December 2010' -

Visited SillyBaby once again! :) ♥

Awwws, this time round i cried damn badly, :'( Non-stop ~

Baby♥ always ask me those same Questions, :/

' Will you wait ? Still waiting ? Got feeling fade not ? '

How cute/funny is she right? :D Geeez, :}

&! i miss Baby♥ god-damn lot, :(

I see her crying, my heart bleeds a lot ... It's damn pain, the pain you'll never know (...)

Sighs, :(

Whatever it's, whatever it takes ..

20 months, i'll wait for you. I swear from my bottom of my heart. ♥

Uoyevoli, ♥ -

2010-11-20T23:39:00.000-08:00

It's Baby&I 7th months anniversary today!! :) ♥♥♥
Heheheheh. Happy 7th months anniversary SillyBaby! :B ♥

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Yesterday went to visit Baby together with her Mom &Big sis. :D
Didn't manage to talk much to Bby :(
Was crying throughout the conversation between us&her, :x Awwws! :|
&! Baby told me something, was real happy @ that moment! :D ♥

Sweet &! Touching2themax. :'}
&Bb still warn me not to go Hougangplaza, :x Bb knows, i knows. :D Secret* :P
Can't wait for the next televisit sessions! :) Excited!! :B
Geeez, lotsofluvvvs for Baby! :D ♥

---
After that bused back to hougang, met Jacqueline`Peiming& Jac's friend.
After that we seperated, Me&peiming went to hougangplaza TOILET, not hougangplaza kpool hor!! :x
Heheh, met Tyanhuey`YiQing`Christina &Jerald.
Slack`chitchat & ton-ed @ Tyanhuey's house.

2010-11-15T08:12:00.000-08:00

' Sillybaby, I miss you lots '

This pictures is during our 6th months anniversary :D

I misses those times badly when i was with you .. :(

BUT, don't worry ..

Our love won't end, our love will continue stay/fight/endure till the end! :)

He-he! :D

♥♥♥

Hai :>

Life still goes on, i guess i've slowly get used to it already.

But, somehow .. I still miss my Baby alotalot .. :(

Wondering what/how are she doing over there O: .

Hopefully she's fine &well-behaved over there oh!

&Also, i'll prayhardhard for her to discharge early provided she's behaving well inside. :D ♥

Hehehohohuhuhihihaha, I'm bored! O:

Later going back school take report books aft' that go compass for interview jobs w. Tyanhuey!

Aft' that go tpy shop for my clothes :D Weeeeee ~

---

Countdown -

` 4more days to visit my Baby! :) ♥♥♥

` 5more days to Baby&me 7th months anniversary!! :) ♥♥♥

2010-11-04T21:03:00.000-07:00

One&Only SillyBaby, :'D

The best i ever had. ♥♥♥

- 1 and a half year, isn't an easy path .. :'(

I hope inside you can behave/eat/sleep well &etc,

&The most importantly is, MUST endure!!!

I'll wait for your mom's call when to visit you, and also your letters.

Don't worry, i'll stay strong. I hope you too. :')

Time flies isn't my dear ? :')

This is your hardest obstacles, try your best to overcome this obstacles.

&! I'd believe, after'this. You'll be fine. :'D

I'll love you now and forever, because i've said before.

You're my One&only, my one&only last romance.

:) ♥

- iloveyou ouyevoli -

2004`2010 9:11.♥

Promise myself -

`Stop smoking .

`No more putting tattoos .

`No more piercing.

`Must endure.

`Study as well as work.

It's an tough journey,

Nobody said it's gonna be easy for me & you.

but i believe in miracles, & also i believe in you. :'D

Getting' Over you.

2010-10-18T20:17:00.000-07:00

Boooo!

Muahahahs :D

It's 8:16a.m in the morning now! (:

Currently blogging as well as listening to music ~ :D

I wanna go Shopping! Sing Kbox! Catch a movies w/ Baby! :}

Muahahahs ^-^

Hopefully we've the time, :B

Suddenly have th urge to change new phone, don't-know-why-also . :/

Perhaps, i'm way too picky. :D Geeez ~

- Countdown ./

` 2 more days to our 6th months anniversary ! :D ♥

` 17 more day to my Birthday as well as Baby's court. *Prayhardddd!

2010-10-13T18:20:00.000-07:00

So long we've been together, taking pictures &stuffs.
&Yes, i would still prefer our pasts. Cuz' we both look nicer in the both D: !
See see see, there's so much difference between now&last time.
Sobsob, D: !
-
Short update will do :D
My exams paper all gotten A/B .
A/B -> Absent . (Y)
This few days with baby, hanging around hougang areas only. :)
Geeeez, he's soo .... Adorable! ^-^ Ohmygod, :D !
K, i'mma is crazy. My apology :x
Gotta go prepare already then off to find BABY ! :)
C'ya ~

Sillybaby`Sillybum!

2010-10-06T17:15:00.000-07:00

- 爱一直存在。

Cab to Baby's court, while on the way to Bi's court hearing, i was damn nervous.

I'm afraid i'll late for his court hearing &didn't get a chance to see her :|

So i keep on rush the uncle :/ Sorry & Thanks !

Reached Subordinate court, i s'uper nervous cuz' i late for his court hearing already :(

So quickly rush in. While i reached, my mind went blank. ._."

Too nervous till everything forget, most funny+scary part is.

I forgot what my Bi's court room ._.' Then almost cry out uh >.<

I quickly call Tyanhuey , i thought she know but she don't know. Shagdieme @ that moment.

Aft' that, i look inside court room 11, i saw Baby came out from the lockup room.

Then i shout otp , 'Eh Tyanhuey! I found door already! K bye! ' :x

I quickly go inside sit :) , Felt damn much relief. Phew ~

Nevermind, while i sit down. My both legs turn into Jelly :/ , got one officer keep on aim-ing me,

Scary D: !. &Don't know why, suddenly i felt damn cold. Silvering ~

Rolled eyes on baby, aft' that baby do same things to me .

My face change to *&^%$#@ . -.-

Geeeeeeez!

Aft' that the judge say bail extended, but on my birthday Baby needa go back court D:

All of us was damn happy2themax ! Oh yes oh yes :D !

Thanks god for blessing, :)

♥♥♥

One last chance will do,

2010-10-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

Baby & me. :D ♥♥♥

This pictures v. long already!

When i just accepted you not long only >.<

Geeeez, :B See i so wu xim keep all those photos with me :P

Times flies ... & Finally ,

Tomorrow will be your final court hearing .

I really hope that you'll get lighter sentence !! :(

Everyone please Pray hard hard that Lee.Xiaodoor will be fine tomorrow! :)

Hope i can wake up early & attend your court hearing.

I wish tomorrow i can Smile &walk out the court and not crying .

There're still lots of thing left undone, i can't complete it them all myself.

I need you to hold my hand and walk through those obstacles with me . :'D

All i can do is Wish`Hope &! Pray hard hard that you'll be fine. :)

See'you tomorrow then my dear, ♥♥♥

Hope i get a chance to talk to you ><

Dear God, please bless her.

Spin me right round ~

2010-10-01T23:28:00.000-07:00

Kkk, it's unglam i know. Keep your comments to yourselves. Tyvm (:

To all my P.a.r.a.d.i.s.e Babes&!Hunks ;
I'd believe things will get better in time,
Hopefully aft' few months`weeks we'll get back as normal already!
Beware for what you doing, what friends you're making kay!
Remember, i'm still here for you all 24/7 if your need an listening ear :D .
Take good care & Good luck for all of your (Including me!) . :)
God~Bless !

SUPPORT @http://m-ixedstyle.blogspot.com/ !!! :D

别说我的眼泪你无所谓.

2010-09-30T17:53:00.000-07:00

Further notice :

- Blogshop will re-open aft' EOY . :)

Coming events :

- 6 more days to Xiaodoor's final hearing court.

- 34 more days to my Birthday.

Wants`Craving`Wish :

- Kbox w. Paradise Babes&!Hunks soon right aft' EOY :D !

- Shopping w ParadiseLadys right aft' EOY :D !

- Tattoos & Piercing aft' EOY :D !

♥ ♥ ♥

我不是你想像那么勇敢.

2010-09-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

- 我不想忘记你 ./

But i've no choice, :(

I hate you, hate you to the max!

- Before get my fringe trim.

- Aft' trimmed my fringe as well as eyebrow. :D

- I ♥ this photos :D

- Guess whose hand ? :B

Ans : Actually, i've no ideas also. LOL :/

- We look alike yeah? :D

- &There goes my Stupid aka Kirby, :/

Another long-lost friends! Haha :)

I miss those time we used to (...)

Secret, k shh! :x

`P.a.r.a.d.i.s.e rocks my socks! :D ♥

Shall let pictures speak ? :D

`Countdown ./

- 3 more days to EOY . ( Goodluck All People's ! )

- 9 more days to XiaoDoor's final court . ( Hope she gets lighter sentence.)

- 38 more days to my Birthday! :) .

♥♥♥

I'm sorry, because i love you too much.

2010-09-23T21:02:00.000-07:00

See this girl above, &Yes, she's my S'upergirl :B ,

Aft'so long, this is our very first pictures we took together :|

Like a funny only! Heeee! :D

Cheeeerup okay? I can do it, i belive you can do it to! Stay strong like me^-^ !

There comes another one, &Of course she's my Ahyi :D

She's friendly sometimes damn funny, her nickname is Blursotong!

Hahahahah. :D

Thanks for those advices! I won't take your words for granted alrights! :)

The 3 P`aradiseLady's! ♥

&Finally, th 4 of us :D ♥

Yessssss! It's me :D

Lastly, my long-lost 4years sister :D ♥

Happy 15th Birthday to you!

May your wishes come true :D

Stay happy okay! &Eat moremore uh! :)

Ohya,

My blogshop is currently closed down.

I'm re arranging everything again.

sorry for the inconvenient >.< !

Will be back soon ! :)

12 more days my dear, ♥

Love like a paramid, shop like a paradise.

2010-09-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

`S.U.P.P.O.R.T ME :D !

@http://yourparadis-e.blogspot.com ! :)

Do you remember ?

2010-09-20T20:41:00.000-07:00

` HAPPY 5TH`MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY ! :) ♥
Remember this pictures (?) ,
It's falls on 21st may'10 our school Sec2NT' Thematic Concert^^
But this pictures is after' the concert uh :}. Me love this photos alot alot!
Because both of us look nice in this pictures he-he! :B

` Didn't expect that we've came till so far already,

Life is full of ups&downs, yet we still managed to go thru all this obstacles.

Even though you're not with me now, i'd believe someday you'll be released.

&When you come out, we go celebrate our anniversary okay :)

No matter how tough, no matter how long. I must endure! Same goes to you k?

I'd believe in miracles/hopes.

Prayhardhard you'll get lighter sentence, i'm looking forward to the day when you're out. :)

Remember what you told me before you went in (?)

' 20th's, don't let it fade away will you ' ? &Yes, i cried when i sees this. :')

I won't let it fade away, so do you alrights :D <3

Looking forward to see'you @ your next court^-^ !

Imissyoubadly.

Memories.

2010-09-15T17:11:00.001-07:00

My dear Sillybaby, remember this pictures ? :)

You accompanied me to work as Walls ice-cream seller, @ that moment you were super tired. :/

Yet i still asked you come accompany me . :|

Thankyou for sacrificing ^^ .

Went to Baby's court with Peixian &her boyfriend .

Was late for the court >.< But luckily Baby isn't out yet :x

Once they called Baby's name Me &Peixian cried. D:

S'uperduper worried for her to the max kay!

Aft' that they put her remand @ IMH for 3weeks 6'October'2010 going back court again .

When Baby stared into my eyes, i feel something strange/weird .. Somehow she like want to tell me something, yet i catch no balls :'( ... Criedddddd when she walk away without turning her head. D:

Moood damn down, :( ...

But nevermind, her sister told me that friends can't visit only parents max. of 2 person only .

So i can write letter &pass her mother &ask her hand over to Babyyyy . *See&Throw cannot keep also D:

Miracles,

2010-09-14T02:03:00.001-07:00

- 1 more days my dear :) .

Shotttttttttttttttttttt.

2010-09-12T21:38:00.001-07:00

3more days./

Please Dear God ... :(

2010-09-07T19:54:00.000-07:00

Next , yes it's me ...

Was being random :')

Kind-of shag now, just heard from Door's brother said she maybe go in sit for 1 1/2 years ... :'{

I don't know, i don't know .. :'( My mind is confuse D: !

3 weeks already no patient, no need say about 1 1/2 years (...) D:

Oh noooooooooooo ! DearGod, please bless her D: !

Why can't they just leave mercy !? Aft' all she's still a female & 1st case 1 charge only D:

Why why why !?

Shag2themax ` Afraid2themax .. :'(

Cries cries cries ! I know i'm just like a baby ... :(

Sighs, D: !

I.m.p.o.s.s.i.b.l.e ..

2010-09-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

Delicate to my ; DearestSillyBaby ♥ ,
Yes, I've break your promises already .
I'm sorry that i give up on you half way thru ,
I'm sorry give up on my studies half way thru ,
Is because no matter how hard i study also no use already , Next year i'll be still @ Sec3 . (Retain)
I know i'm a letdown` disappointment to you (Including the rest) .
I'm so stupid + regretted for not heeding you &th rest advice from the start .
Because of you gave up everything just to be with you TwentyFour hours .
Yes, i'm Silly . Cuz' partly i'm your SillyBaby & I don't mind @ all . :)
All i wish , i wanted is to be with you 24/7 ... But i know i can't be with you anymore , It's breaks my heart a lot ...
Can you imagine a sharp knife stab into your heart ? :')
I never regret loving you , But i'm happy to have you once :)
I'm glad that you're doing fine inside, but i'm not really happy @ all .. Cuz' i know i can't get to visit you nor send letters to you ,
partly cuz' you're going to court already for your final sentence ..
I seriously hope the judge &your PO give you probation .. But i know it's impossible :'(
As you can see, your judge have attitude problems , never give chance @ all ...
Do you think you've chance to get probation ? Not i cursing you or what .. Is just that , i don't have the confident that you'l get probation . Sorry TouchWood*! D:
I'd believe inside got better girl than me , i don't mind you be with them .. partly is because i'm giving you up already .. &someday you'll fall for others also ...
But if you gets probation , i also won't go back to your side anymore ..
Reasons not important, so no need know ..
All i can do now is prayhardhard for you , hoping God really bless you whatever you do .. :')

Goodluck in future ,
:'D
Goodbye 20th's ,
i'll never forget those fun`memorable memories i had w you once ..♥

Universal Studios ! :D

2010-09-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

Overall not bad, :D
The place is fantastic + awesome ! :)
Haha! shall let the picture's speak everything :)

i miss you badly .. :'(

Let's dance with the beats !

2010-09-02T17:30:00.000-07:00

`Sorry for neglected my blogger for quite a long period ~
Cuz' i doesn't feel like posting :/ . Wordless >_> .
School is fine for me :D ! Everything is fine for me !
Exception of, I miss Baby tons, yet i can't get to see him .. :(
But, whenever i miss him i'll definitely text him :D !
Aft' i texted him, i felt much happier :) , I don't know why either .
He-he ^-^
It's Friday now ! Later @ 3.30pm going back school for class outing @ Universal Studios ! :D
Hopefully it'll be an amazing`fun & enjoyable trip! :) ♥

`It has been Day10 without you by my side ,
At first, it's really very to hard stand strong ..
But luckily, I've some Beloved Sist/Friends who never fails to encourage me, never fail to make my day bright ! :)
GuiQing`Tyanhuey`Nicole`YiQing`Laraine`Peixian`Cornelia`Jacqueline`Joanne`Peiming .
Thankyou guys v.muchy . :D ! *Appreciated* ^-^

Awaiting ... :'(

2010-08-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Baby's court ..

He's now serving Remand @ Changi girls prison till 15September2010 then go back court again for the final sentence ...

Seeing him cried during hearing court , seeing him handcuffed by police and brought to lockups room and then Changi prison ... Makes me feel that i'm a failure ...

Makes me feel damn terrible/upset ...

I wanna tell him, don't worried about me ...

Whatever i promised you, i'll do it ...

Behave yourselves inside, takecare when your family & i not beside you guarding you ..

Hope once you're free from everything, you can turn over a new leaf,

Even though you can't see what i type/write/post @ my blog ...

But nevermind, :') Everyone is waiting for you to come out ,

I hope you could stay healthy inside, stay happy ..

i'll wait for you to come out ,

Wait for your letters ..

I want see a Cheeeeerful Dooor just like last time , :'D

I wanna see a brave/strong DoorDoor :'D ..

I wanna see a new Doordoor , :'D

`Just a few hours only, i'm missing you freaking lots D';

I'll go visit you w your parents .. (If they allow)*

I'll listen to you& your mom word's ..

Go back school & studies, even if i can't promote this year,

but at least i learnt something new better than nothing ..

:'D

Boooboooobaaabaa :D

2010-08-12T01:01:00.000-07:00

Hi-bye earth :B .

2010-08-11T00:13:00.001-07:00

Mooooooo :B

Because i know ...

2010-08-09T16:39:00.000-07:00

Don't know what happening to you and me ...

It seems like we're drifting apart . (Tsktsk)

We more likely like normal friend instead of stead .

Confuseee >< :( !

This years National day -soso- lah :D
I took videos of Fireworks , Guess what !? I've forgotten to saved -.- " -'- .
How blurrr am i could me :( ! Tskkkkkkkk!
Hsh @ 11.41 pm . :B
Ghost Festival Months coming in few mins only !
Becareful people! :)

Stay close, don't go away .

Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

2010-08-03T20:42:00.000-07:00

Love my hubby to the max ,
Baby , i'll hold onto you tightly from now and never let you go . :B

20th's , (K)(L)

I want you to know ,

2010-07-30T03:33:00.000-07:00

Loving you doesn't need reasons .
Be with you , I'm contented already .
Only you could make my day bright .
You're the one i truly needs/wants now & forever .
What's pasts , I'll let bygones by bygones .

I want you to know ...
`I just wanna be with you that's all ..
`You're the best i ever had ,
`Your smile makes my day brighten up ,
`I need/want you , Just you .
`Without you by my side, I'm suffering , my life will be miserable ...
`Willing to sacrifice everything ,
`Hope you could stay much longer .

I'm missing you badly right now ,
I need you badly right now ,
I want you badly right now ,
I really really loves you alot alot alot (Uncountable) ..

You mean to me alot alot alot ,
I can't afford to lose you ,
I don't know how to face the world without you by my side ,
Without you, there's no colours in my life ...
Don't leave me alone , i don't want to be alone .. :'(

Can you feel how much i Need / Want / Miss / Love you ? ):

Solo solo s-ol-o !

2010-07-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

Babyyyyyyyyyyyy seee this pics :D .
HAHAHAHA!

Me love baby to the max yeah !

Lost without you ..

2010-07-19T16:02:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow 3rd months! :D

Happy advance 3rd month anniv. Baby ! (:

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!

2010-07-15T16:15:00.001-07:00

Short post will do !

Breakdown

2010-07-14T14:53:00.000-07:00

' I wish i could hold onto you and never let you go. <3 '

2010-07-12T23:14:00.001-07:00

S.H.U.T. T.H.E .F.U.C.K U.P LAH EHS - ' -

Jolly well fu*k off .

2010-07-09T14:56:00.001-07:00

;Live`Laugh`Love .

FYI guys , I'M NOT pregnant -.- "

So stop asking this&that okay !?

&! Some Cb passerby don't fucking make limbei ki hong go find out who th fck r' you lahor -'-

P`cb , Lesbian so what ?! huantio you sibo ?! Or you jealous huhs ? K`nn eh , You want , you put down your fcking names .

If not JOLLY WELL keep your mouth SHUT . -.-

&!` To some passerby that wants to know whether he/she is a female or male ,

Why not just ask him straight in his face ? Keep on coming my blog ask ask ask .

Answers already so obvious , mention several times already still ask .

Mf , sibei irritating ley y'know not . -.-

Spammers r' always loser , Wanna know why ? TRY ME OUT THEN . (:

JumpJumpJump !

2010-07-05T18:02:00.000-07:00

The babyyyyyyyy is kicking me badly. Aww):

Infact ...

2010-07-04T15:27:00.000-07:00

` This post is for someone whom i loved the most in my whole life ,♥

; Dearest Door ,
I'll ki hong , is because i know I'm losing you real soon , D:
I don't wish you to go away far far apart from me ...
In fact ... I need you by my side every min`sec`hours/moment .. ):
It's 2 months ... If i can wait , it's really miracles ... But i don't think I've the patience ..):
I think I'll gone crazy once you're in ... D';
Tell me its all false alarm please ! Stay close & don't go away please)':
But i know .. It's impossible already .. What's done already done ...
I'm sorry the way i treated you this few days , i know I'm unreasonable .
I don't expect anything from you .. Just wish you could stay Healthy & Cheerful just like last time. :'D ..

Lastly ,
If one day i really given you up , not that i don't love you nor given up on you . It's because i love you too deeply .

2010-07-01T03:38:00.001-07:00

FUCKKKKYOUHARDHARD -'- ! URGH .

Should i , Or not ?

2010-06-23T18:45:00.000-07:00

Oh well , i think ... You suit her more than me (:
I don't know are y'trustworthy .. But actions speaks louder than words ,(:

Know my meaning ? know my personalities . <:

What's wrong w me ...

2010-06-21T17:02:00.001-07:00

Heylo :)

Going work agn , sooon uh .

Anyone want tagged w me ? (:

Text me &let me know yeah ,

And, ohya . Those who have my no. text me &tell me who you're .

Cuz' i've lost all contacts, sorrry for th inconvenient . :/

School is starting soooon oh ? suddenly don't feel like going back again .

Tsktsktsk , wdf right ?. I don't know what's wrong w me nowadays , weird weird feeling . D:

klah update next time , bye! (:

Bgy me ? Come only , don't neeed ka my lj wei behind . Understand ? (:

Silly Bum ! (L)

2010-06-18T17:21:00.000-07:00

- 说一千遍我爱你也都还不够

Heyloo :D !
Gettin' iphone tmrw , but is China one . :/
End of th year or next year then can get Sg Iphone or maybe consider ipad . :D
So yeah! , short update will do :D Sayonaraaa ~

Imy ,

I wish time could rewind,

2010-06-16T15:47:00.000-07:00

- 你为什么说谎 , Why do you lie ?

这次我走开再没有话要说出来

This time that i'm leaving ,I have nothing more to say
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
I don't want to continue anticipating for it to get better
我不了解你怎能心安
I don't understand how you can be in such a ease
也捉不住你的倔强
And why are you so stubborn
可是我知道你你为什么说谎
But i know you, why did you lie ?
你说你还在一分一秒也没走开
You said you are still here and never left me for a second
我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚
I want to stay here but everything is already too late
我不能再像从前一样
I cannot be like the past
为我们的明天疯狂
Who's going crazy for our future
你不必解释你为什么说谎
You dont have to explain , why you had lie .
你不能说我没有爱过
You cannot say that i never loved you before
说我没等过难过我也想说
Or say that i never waited, or have never been sad before.
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
I also want to say even if we start over, i might still stay quiet.
你一直问我的心到底在不在
You keep asking me if i still have a heart
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
Ask how can i not regret throw away our love,
而我的泪怎么就流下来
But look at my tears, Why (do you think) it keeps on falling ?
你说你还在一分一秒也没走开
You said you are still here and never left me for a second
我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚
I want to stay here but everything is already too late
我不能再像从前一样
I cannot be like the past
为我们的明天疯狂
Who's going crazy for our future
你不必解释你为什么说谎
You dont have to explain , why you had lie .
你不能说我没有爱过
You cannot say that i never loved you before
说我没等过难过
Or say that i never waited, or have never been sad before.
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
I also want to say even if we start over, i might still stay quiet.
你一直问我的心到底在不在
English : You keep asking me if i still have a heart
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
Ask how can i not regret throw away our love,
而我的泪怎么就流下来
But look at my tears, Why (do you think) it keeps on falling ?
你不能说我没有爱过
You cannot say that i never loved you before
说我没等过难过
Or say that i never waited, or have never been sad before.
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
I also want to say even if we start over, i might still stay quiet.
你一直问我的心到底在不在
You keep asking me if i still have a heart
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
Ask how can i not regret throw away our love,
而我的泪怎么就流下来
But look at my tears, Why (do you think) it keeps on falling ?
你一直问我的心到底在不在
You keep asking me if i still have a heart
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
Ask how can i not regret throw away our love,
而我的泪怎么就流下来
But look at my tears, Why (do you think) it keeps on falling ?

Jealousy kills .

2010-06-07T17:06:00.000-07:00

Things r' getting more&more complicated ,

He's getting on my nerves . FckyouHARD*

&Stupid me, don't know wth happened t me, suddenly have hands infection . Urgh >: (
Makes me sooo th itchy uh! :( Grrr!
Suddenly urge t go back school &study hardhard &get Good grades :D Rather than slacking outside ,
Boring shyt .__."

Our r/s is getting more&more complicated ,
I don't know what's on your mind, same goes to you .
Things isnt go smoothly @ all .
Mixed up feelings again -.- Tsk ,
Forget it ,

Update next time ~

Dao-ster life .

2010-06-03T03:17:00.000-07:00

-.- "
Nowadays , people just simply nothing better to do .
Go around spam poeple's blogger , worst still used others people names & tagged . Tsk =='
Seriously, don't know what they're thinking, what's on their freaking pea brain uh .

&!` To outside people :
I don't care how you see me uh , limbei go les also not your probs .
Nabuey , -'-
Buey ge yan come lah , K`nn . talk till so loud , still tell your friends .
Another pea brain , never see les b4 meh .
Kia-su . Lamers ,
Aiya , simply fck off lah .
Freaking dulan those people siak . Cheeeeebye ,
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2010-05-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

" What's the problem with you !? "

You meant to me alot .

2010-05-24T17:00:00.000-07:00

iloveyoustill~
:'(

2010-05-23T21:14:00.000-07:00

- 倒数

It's offcially Over ! x/3
My phobia is way too strong, i can't take it .
Sick & tired. D:

~ All the best ~

You belongs w. me

2010-05-19T19:26:00.000-07:00

- ღ' Happy 1st'months babyyyy! :D 'ღ

Yesterday 's fun fun fun but tired tired tired. :D

& Fyi , i posted this post @ 20th May '10 , 10:23A.M .

As th blogger time&date not accurate one >.< "

Boreddieme! :( , still very tired . D:

Wanna go rest already ! Sayonaraaaa ~

2010-05-17T17:08:00.000-07:00

" I Dislikes/Despise people like YOU ."

Oh yeah oh yeah ~ ! .__. "

Shaaalaalalalala , i'mma is boreddd boreddd boredddd ttm ! :(
Baby 's sleeeeeeeeping so soundly, & yet my whole body ache .
Arghhhh -'- , @ Night smoke at my room w Babyy :D
I didn't go for exams , even if i go also get low marks . As i don't even know how to do :/
Don't blame me, i ain't lazy . Just that , There'r no different at all .
Nothing much to update ! Just an short update will do , :D

Up Coming Event's ! -
` - 3 more days to our 1st anniv .:B
` - Friday night(21'st May) , 2T1's thematics concert . :D

That's all :D
Byeeee!

放开手

2010-05-13T14:32:00.000-07:00

I HATE THIS MF `FEEELING` ! :(

have you faded fir me ?

Toyfriend.

2010-05-11T21:26:00.000-07:00

" 8 more days t our 1st month anni. :B

Hai! short update only.(:

After that go sleep already , Baby & Joshua @ my house . Both of them sleeping ._."

Later my turn t sleeep . :D ahaahahhahaa . Tired ~

Shagshagshag arhs , hais :( ...

Klah, update next time. Byeee!

One & only

2010-05-10T17:17:00.000-07:00

Last post for this month or weeks . Maybe (?)
Didn't expect that i've drifted with my school friends . Wow*
But i don't think they will notice it, cuz' in their heart they don't even caree uhr ? :B
If they do , they'll automatic message me &ask me this&!that .
Remember last time, we used to message each others everyday/mins/sec/hours & also out and slack .
Still have the cheeeks to ask who more important . Best (Y) arhs , (:
*Bitch , you know what i'm saying , referring to . You understands me . Thankyou, appreciated.(':
You never fail to be my best B!tchzxc/Sist . :'D , Lastly, thanks! :D

Note : //
` Won't be using computer so often .
` Text/message won't be reply so often, as i don't really use phone nowadays .
` Won't be meeting my old friends so often already .

Done talking, end now .
Anything just tag in my blog , i'll reply BUT late replies, (:

Thankyouverymuchy . x3

一千遍我爱你

2010-05-08T17:09:00.001-07:00

* Patient &! Limits *

Back to posting again , :B

Lan w/ Babyyyyyyy! , Pool-ed w/ Baby`Harry`Joshua & Butter . :D

it's not once, it's everyday . But kind-of sick&tired of it huh . :/

I swear i'm gonnna quit Ton-ing`smoking already . :x It's bad fr health uhrs!

Ohya, i've removed my tongue piercing . Someday, i'm gonnna repierce back again.^^

&&! I've recieved letter's from my m'sia cousins ! Wootzxc :D

Suddenly miss them alot, D: ..

Hopefully this coming holiday can goooooooo . :B

" Not every 'Sorry' can be accepted , if only ' sorry ' can be cured, there'll be no more police in every world. "

接受

2010-05-03T13:24:00.000-07:00

Miss me reader'(s) ? ^-^*
Sorrrry for not update for so long.
Unhappy things happening, Sigh ...
Don't wish to elaborate. (':

Exams coming, which is this weeeeeeek. Woo!
I have't study a single things yet. :x
But i promised some peoples i'm gna studies for it.(:
I'll do my best one!

(To those people who think i've changed.) ;
You're right, i've changed. So do your.
Can say so is getting from bad-worst, worst-worsen.
Kay, my apology.
I hope we won't drift, &!Hope we meeet-up more often just like last time. (:

&!` Lastly,
Happy Birthday to Jillian!*
May your wishes come true.(:

一句话

2010-05-01T15:12:00.000-07:00

I'm S.o.r.r.y , ):

- i know i've been treating you badly ..
- i know i've attitude problems, ): ..
- i know i can't give you Happiness, (as what you thought/wanted)
- i know i'm the most lousier girf among your ex'(s) .
- i know i'mma a heartbreaker
- i know i'm selfish ..
- i know i'm a fxxker`sxxker etc ;;

But still , i'mma sorry to you . ):
Each&!everytime you're giving me in , but i just don't know how to appreciate your kindness`patient-ness etc ;; . &!` i continuously disappoint in you. (Every time)
I seriously don't know what to say D: . I can't forgive myself for treating you like this .

` You're the first guys ,
- I took care of you w/o complaining, even though i'm very tired ...
- Get scolded by mom, cos' of your sake i shouted/scolded her back ...
- Just to meet you &! neglected all my friends feeling ...
- Changed to (...)Bad(?) becos' of you.. (Some people told me)
&!`Etc ;;

When i'm with you, i'm happy^^ ,
When i'm with you, i feel warm-ness :') ,
When i'm with you, i can Gl with you where ever,whatever,whenever i like :'D ,
When i'm with you , i can keep on disiao you, called your name Lastly, MianBaoCaoRen ! :'B ..

Your love to me is unique ,
Your smile to me is gorgeous ,
I need you, but i can't promise we could lasts forever, as nothing lasts forever.
but i could promise you, we'll last as long as we could .
You're th special person i've met, in my life .ღ

Gooodbyee ,
舍不得你走 .. x/3

Update a proper post next time, (':
Nights ,

2010-04-30T16:00:00.000-07:00

Short upate as no time. Sorrry >.<
Hmm, 've been slacking/tonning nowadays .
Till sick&!Tired of it alre. (Yawn) ~
Currently just back from tonning, ltr going pool . :D
Me love play POOL! Tho very lousy, but still ... :D
Yeah! , Okay, gotta go rest naozxc .

Cya ! :B

&! Lastly, Baby, get well sooony! ^-^*

爱情不能做比较。

2010-04-25T16:53:00.000-07:00

" No one can ever break us up, i swear.(: "

Friday 23/4 -

Went back reporting , Good&bad news . (Both)

Went to CNB , blood test finally out . Phew~

But , my looks failed . Therfore she gave me 2 choices,

1st : change me in court &let th judge decides .

2nd : Warning , &neeed go for couselling . But if school still unhappy me, i neeed to report back everyday.

Soooo, i choosen 2nd one . Sad case is , case haven't close yet! Still neeed t see my school report! alamak D: .

Shaggggggggg uh! . So troublesome :( ....

24/4 - 26/4 -

Slack-> eat->slack-> home->ton-> slack .

Daily routine. ^^

KayBYE! :D

心痛.

2010-04-21T16:36:00.000-07:00

What's wrong.?

Dying soon -
Miserable y' know . Sigh :( ..
Received an news from mother saying that Friday going back HQ reporting , &that will b my last reporting? Hope so**
Haiiis, shagsahgsahgshag. Wth am i doing! D:

Tag's reply ;

; Maomaocong !: omgawd , you're a les . ): what's more , with my door ! ): mwiie dunchh fwenn euuiie, hahaa ! :D meet me soon hor , last long with doooor ! :D
Replied : Lmaos, Seey' soony. :B
Michelle.: Relink@ www.irockyoubaby.blogspot.com
Replied : Relinked.(:
Elina Aimee.: Lol, spammers don't bother keeping their mouth shut. Anyway, passed by. Last long aye. Replied : Yeah, thanks.(:
L.Tianyu: u know justin tan jun han ?
Replied : Uh huh, why ?
; X I A O D O O R: Wtf : Don't xiasuey your school Monfort la . Monfort ppl so humqi one uh ? Dog
Replied : LOL. ^^
Cornelia Says !: Bitachzxc ! Taggedzxc . Imy lah you fuucker ! Meet-up soony ! :D.
Replied : Hey biatchhhzxc oh! Imyt :D Alrights, meeeet-ups soony. :B
Cornelia Says !: Wtf , Waa ! Monfort Sec uh ? Wow ! Shocking mama yeah ! Lets see then ^^, Don't run uhh !(:
Replied : Lmaos, whatever!
HANYI: tagged bao beiii . i also wan les with u le . haha . see wat he/she can say
Replied : Alamak! LOL .
Passerby.: Last long.
Replied : You're?
MUNKIEZ!: last longlong :D
Replied : Ahahahahas :D
Passeby: I know there's another X.door who is a girl , but its not her == , Singapore got a lot people's nicknamed as Xiaodoor la deyh , brainless
Replied : Chillchill,
Passeby: Ehys , hello , like i siad , the Xiaodoor jingwen like now , is a 101% boy . you guys got th wrong person .
Replied : i think you've mistaken, The one i like is a girl/butch . (:
random: to people who criticises bi or les - like hello ? love looks from the heart not the eyes . love does not matter gender . dumb**** .
Replied : Agreed \m/ ! . (:
random: there is difference between a bi and a les . just telling you but not criticizing . i have friends that are bi and les too .
Replied : Oh Iseee, okehs .
random: er jingwen ? you are a biosexual not a lesbian cause xdoor is a butch not a girl .
Replied : Ok.
KumikoLuvs: wtf Scared they go there you jitao jealous wor !
Replied : ^-^ !
KumikoLuvs: wtf HAHAHAHAHAHA ! DOG CAN GO MAC ONE SIA ! STILL LIMPEI WOR :D
Replied : LOL! HAHA .
wtf: tmr meet hougang ave 8 mac at 4pm la let me see you all together limpei montfort one
Replied : WOW ? Limbu your dog arhs ? Ask me go , i must go meh ? Eh . You sure you montfort sec not ? wuji put down your names, stop wtf here&there lahor , L`cb .
; X I A O D O O R: Yup . Tsktsk , keep put tattoo . love you .
Replied : I like it ley! :D

- 不在呼別人说什麼 ,

2010-04-19T17:20:00.000-07:00

Firstly - Quarrelled w my unreasonable mother.
Secondly - Sickness worsen .

I'm getting more&more rebellious . (Duhhzxc)!
I'm getting more&more hot-temper . (Duhzxc)!
I'm getting more&more (...)

Ohmy! , old pattern is coming back sooon ... Or rather, worst than before!
Haaa, whatever! Who cares?! ^^
Tsktsk, &! i don't need your pity-ness manzxc. Gosh! ~
Leave me alone, that would be better . (:

Ohyeahs, FYI .
I LOVE DOOOOOOOOR.
Not happy ahs? Don't tag my tagboard lah .
Give so much comments for what?
Les les lah , alamak. Very big deal meh ?
Machiam singapore only me&him les . No more other people.
Tsk, what a jokes -.- "

Skipppppppped ./
I'm not sleeeeping today!
no matter how tired am i , i still have to b (...) Awake!
As i promised Dadddy accompany him go put tattoos, (Including me) HAHAA :D
Jokejoke, kaykay .

BYEBYE!

是你决定我的伤心.

2010-04-15T16:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO QING'SIST! :D

Hope You&Eugene both have an everlasting l♥ves ! :)

xoxoxo.

Back to main topic,

Was raining cats&dogs in th evening . Woah!

Bused to compass met them . ^^

Sister crazy siak, saw me hugged me straight away, (Always like that one ley! *&^%$#@)

Lalalala, make sure she dont kills me, once she sees this. Ops ~ :D

Ate @ kpt . After that go hougang plaza meeet Door! . Qing&Tyan played few rounds of pool.

After that they went home, left me&Dooooor .

So went to slack, till next morning 6plus went home . ^^

Tired naozxc, gotta go rest naozxc. Bai ! :}

我的错.

2010-04-14T20:17:00.000-07:00

Ton @ hougang green . ^o^
Till morning 5a.m plus, went home bathed, changed. Off t sch . :B
Tmrw is SISTER's birthday! Woo~hoo . :}
Time flies uh ! Okay la, updatee tmrw!

MeluvSILLY. :}

2010-04-13T02:07:00.001-07:00

Morning went to Sengkang Polyclinic w Kirby &Brandon .

Suppose to meeet Door too, but he going hougang.

During consultation, i kept on laughing for no reasons. :x

Then doctor gave me a appointment letters to go to Tan Tock Seng hos for checkup. (10th May)

Haaa, still long. :/ ^^

Kind-of a lil' shag-ness thru out whole day. O: (No reasons)

Homed @ 4plus, due to tiredness. ^^

Gotta go rest naozxc, Gooodbyee Readers`humans!* :B

Silly, i'l be waiting for you text, (:

Nothing's gonna happen t you alrights.

12th's

2010-04-12T16:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOWTYANHUEY !* :B

15 years old already, matured t think enough alre^^

May your wishes come true & hope you found your Mr.Right soon ^-^ .

Case extended again (-.-")

Homed @ 12plus, bathed &prepared & out again .

Out to compass meeeet friends , &celebrated her birthday .

Somehow, plan fail . O:

Halfway thru, have some r/s probs -.- . (Not mine)

Tsktsk, why r/s so (...) Grr, irritating lah siak .

Forget it, i don't have th rights t comments other's peoples r/s too.

Homed @ 12am, in th midnight^^ .

BYE ~

Unlucky or lucky ?

2010-04-11T16:44:00.001-07:00

`` Events for tomorrow ~ ;
- Reporting back HQ @ 11am.
- Tyanhuey's Birthday.

Kbai.

2010-04-06T06:52:00.000-07:00

1st : My drawing :D

2nd : Me&sister ^^
3rd : XiaoDoor.
4th : Kirbyyyyyyy .
5th : Don't-know-whose-that :x
6th : Brandon .
7th : Korkor, look like Luo zhi xiang right? :B
8th : Bi's work piece. :S Sweeet^^

Hellooooooooooo ! :B
Long time no post eh, my apologies. :D
Busy-ing slacking this few days . Haa!
12 April Tyanhuey's birthday , as well as i neeeda go back HQ report again. :(
Time flies oh ~
Haaa, update after Tyanhuey's birthday i guess? (:

Goooodbyeeeeeeeeee! ^^

2010-04-03T02:28:00.000-07:00

Picture's speaks everything^-^

2010-03-31T17:21:00.001-07:00

(NOT).

Heyyyyyyyoh.

:B I'm going off to Serangoon Stadium soon .

Short update will do, will update again ltr on !

Stay tune! ^-^

Bid goodbye.

2010-03-28T19:15:00.000-07:00

Alice In Wonderland (3D) Rate 3.5/5 . :B

Went to Orchard ION just now.
Watched Alice in wonderland 3-D .
Quite niceeee :} .
Mood wasn't that good in th first placeee, after that okay already :D
Overall, still enjoyed the day hanging out w them ^-^ .

29th, tmrw.
Goodluck t me^^

Love story,

2010-03-27T20:08:00.001-07:00

Heeeelloo! :B

Pictures of th day! :}

I know it's ugly, but i don't need any comments for your.

So save the comments to yourselves kayz^^ .

Compass meeet Tyanhuey(BOSS)`Brandon as well as Melvin&his two friends . :B
X-Box shop, the Korkor damn look like 'Luo zhi xiang' you mei you :} !
Watch Brandon play xBox till wanna sleep alre :x .
Went to compass outside &sit down .
Slack -> Smoke -> slack -> smoke .
Went to kfc aftermath.
Lastly, pubOr came .
Eat -> slack - > smoke .

Home-d @ 10plus :)

Tmrw going town w them again! Woots :D